When you feel covicted for something to change but you dont feel the “want to” it is ok to admit that to God. It is always ok to be honest. Because trying to force the change just because you know you should will wear you out and defeat you. When you pray for God to increase your desire to change it, to make it something you WANT to do….oh is there power in that prayer! Let me tell ya, when God increases that desire as you asked it makes all the difference in the world.